To Whom It May Concern:
July of 2018 was when I came to realize I’d been chosen to be a light bearer for Christ.
Unfortunately, I was in Tulsa County Jail at the time, but the effect was still the same.
One night while in my bunk I finally said to the Lord, in so many words, I don’t want these burdens anymore PLEASE TAKE THEM FROM ME AND I’M YOURS FOREVER.
Guess what? HE did!!!!!!!
I immediately had such an overwhelming feeling of a huge weight being lifted from my entire being and I finally found what had been missing in my life.
Crazy thing is, I had no idea that this is what I’d been missing this whole time.
In retrospect, deep down inside, I always knew something was missing; I guess it would be better described as a certain type of emptiness, but I just assumed that was me missing my birth mother so very much.
Now, I’m so happy and my life has a purpose. I feel so fulfilled, bright, spiritual, and powerful in my day to day like never before.
My life and spirit were so broken, that just about every day (if not every day) I’d look at myself in the mirror and hate the individual I saw looking back at me. Like all us humans, we are our own worst enemy at times and sell ‘destruction kills the soul.
Growing up the way I did, then becoming a young father at 21, and then on top of all that, my 3 yr. daughter Whitney passing away of complications 10 months after a near fatal car accident in which she, her siblings and birth mother were all involved.
Thank goodness no one died immediately, but the point I’m making is, Him, knowing all these things, plus all the other good and bad things I ever did or thought, He still loved me so much that He gave His life on the Cross for all those things and beyond.
He forgave me when I couldn’t forgive myself … man what a life changing revelation.
He forgave me, so I could, He died and arose, so I could, He loves me, so I can. Being falsely accused of a crime is very difficult to deal with and I know for a fact that things happened the way they did so I would be totally dependent on Him because without Him I couldn’t do it.
Thank You Jesus!!! Amen.
1 wanted to share this so that others can know God is real and you can make it through anything with Him at the Helm.
God Bless you all. Sincerely,
Anthony P. Miller, Jr
AKA Miller Thyme an
inmate at Dick Connor Correctional Center
